Saturday, 22 November 2008

• Tired Senseless Thoughts

  I might forget I blogged this later, I am beyond tired, but Emily has perked up and is breathing okay at the moment.

  These are the thoughts that were running through my head during the all night vigil and sometimes my answers while I was arguing with myself.

  1. Where in heaven's name is Matt? Why is it that I am the one that always stays up with the little ones? Oh I remember, I sent him to the couch an hour ago so that he could get some sleep. He has to work in the morning and needs some sleep.
  2. Is this just a cold or is there something else wrong? Should I call the doctor or wait this out? Em is fine. She has a stuffy nose, her heart is fine, stop projecting problems.
  3. Did I really promise Caleb a new costume if he would just go get into his bed and go to sleep?  Indeed I did, since when do I use bribery to get my child do to something? Since I am exhausted with a sick baby and just want a five minute nap.
  4. I wonder if Caleb will remember what I said in my stressed out state of mind?  You know he will. He will be dressed and ready to go before the store even opens.
  5. What in the world is up with all the blogs requesting you to recommend it? Do they get something extra with the rec's or is it a popularity thing?
  6. Is this child ever going to fall asleep?
  7. Do I really want to spend Thanksgiving with his not so nice mother and her family? No, you really don't but you will out of respect for Matt. You will be the bigger person and hope that someday she realizes what she had done to you.
  8. Oh goodie, something new to blog about; my horrible relationship with my mother in law. You whine too much in your blogs, think of something else. People will start to think that you have no good relationships when in fact you do.

  Oh my, the thoughts that went through my head. I was totally correct about Caleb. He has been asking me since the moment he woke up if Party City was open or not. I am not sure where my mind was, but a deal is a deal, and he is getting a new costume.

  Seriously, I want to know about number five. What is up with all the blogs asking for rec's? Some I have read and can see why it should be sent on, but some are just kind of random blogs begging for a rec. Someone please explain the theory because I am unfamiliar with the workings of xanga.

  Have fun with these tired random thoughts. I am off to try and feed Emily. Not only is her nose stuffy, but her bottom isn't. (think about that for a minute and you will get the idea).

  Not sure what the day might bring, but enjoy your weekend if I don't make it back. Thus far we are fever free, but I am keeping a close eye. Fever for her means doctor no matter what. Tis the nature of an immune suppressed child.

   

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