Monday, 23 March 2009

• Absolute Randomness

  Is randomness even a word?? Well, it is now because I say so.

  Yesterday was a great day and I haven't had many great days lately. I woke up feeling good and spent most of the day really cleaning the house. In times of stress I do a lot of cleaning, but it is more of an angry clean without the mindset of getting it good and clean. So, with my new mood in place; I focused on deep cleaning. My living room shines, my toy cabinet was organized for at least an hour before the kids discovered it was clean, and my bedroom is spotless.

  I almost don't even want to put this into words because I fear making it so if I do. Emily is not scheduled for a cardiologist appointment until June, but I am going to call and go ahead and get her in within the next few weeks. After her repair she had a slight leak in one valve. That is totally normal; most people without a heart condition have such a leak, but it is something we have to watch with her. For reasons I can't explain, she just hasn't seemed "right" the last week or so. At night her breathing sounds a bit labored and in the morning she looks a bit ashen right after waking. Chances are I am just being hyperviligent because I know her appointment is coming, but I learned long ago to listen to my instincts when it comes to her health.

  I have read it is not uncommon to be concerned that first year you get to skip the six month appointments. When you are so accustomed to seeing the cardiologist every three to six months; that first time you get to go an entire year can kind of throw you. While it is exciting that your child is doing so well; your mind is so ingrained to having that heart checked out on a more regular basis and maybe I am just needing my fix.

  Em has gained almost seven pounds since she last saw Dr. L so I think a check is in order. Fortunately, he won't think I am crazy and I can get my mind put at ease. She also needs to go see our favorite pediatrician for her two year check up. I can't wait for her to walk for Dr. P. She is the most amazing doctor and Em just loves her. We always feel like she cares just as much about Emily's health as we do and that makes for amazing visits.

  I have a few appointments to schedule today so I suspect my morning to be a busy one. Luckily the house is clean so I don't have to worry myself with that.

  A few people were surprised at my reaction to President Obama's "flub". I still don't think he meant harm. It was a stupid thing to say in front of millions of people, but I say stupid things all the time. I am sure he will think more carefully in the future and I remain unoffended.  He was attempting to make fun of himself and suffered an epic fail. If anything; his poorly worded comment has got the nation thinking about what is and is not an appropriate joke. For that I thank him. 

  Bella has become the reigning dog queen of the house. She has even won Matt over and I have caught him more than once removing her from my side of the bed and placing her squarely over on his. He will deny it, but I know he does. He loves that little dog. Emily adores her as well and Emily is the only child that Bella will not run from. I don't get it, but tis true.

  I am off to run children to school and then call and harass my best friend. Have a wonderful day!!

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