Thursday, 14 May 2009

  • Time flies

    This morning I made a comment to Matt that really got me thinking. I was picking up some toys for what seems like the millionth time and asked him if he ever thought there would come a day that our living room would not be overflowing with toys. Knowing my question was rhetorical; he just smiled.

    Just moments later Caleb came into the room. I looked at him and realized just how quickly my little man is growing up. He will start kindergarten next January and the next time I blink; he will be graduating high school. As you all know; I am heading home to attend my oldest sons graduation. Garrett was Caleb's size just yesterday; I swear. I can vividly remember his first words, the first time he walked, even his first very scary day of kindergarten. Where did the time go?

    I sit here and marvel at just how big Emily is getting. Watching my little angel walk through the house brings me joy and I must admit; the littlest of sorrows. I love seeing how far she has come, but I also realize with each milestone she is one step closer to walking out that door. I want the best for all my children and I know that my role as a mother is to help them grow so that they can one day live a life of independence. I just didn't realize how difficult that would be when the time actually came.

    Whitney enters high school next year. My baby is going to be a freshman. Much like with Garrett; I remember all her first vividly. When I watch her with her boyfriend I can't help but fast forward to her wedding day. (No, I don't think she will marry this particular boy, she is only fourteen, but there will be some boy some day that steals her heart and asks for her hand).  I love watching them grow, but I desperately want to hang on to each and every precious moment before it is gone.

    So, my lesson for today...don't blink because the moment that you do; your toddler is graduating high school and embarking on a life of his own.

Comments (6)

  • mamagiraffe

    so true, so true.  Great post!

  • christygraves@xanga

    Awwww.... I'll be so sad when my babies grow up!

    It's hard not to wish for the next stage in life.  With my oldest daughter, I wanted her to crawl and walk and talk right away.  Now, with my second baby, I really enjoy the cuddling stage.  I know he'll be running around soon enough!  (I'm tearing up hear thinking about it.)

  • der_lila_Stern@xanga

    So have you heard the Kenny Chesney song 'Dont Blink'?  Cause when you said 'dont blink' it totally reminded me of that.  It also reminds me a bit of 'It wont be like this for long' by Darius Rucker.  Amazing how life really is a country song (or two.) 


    I just cant wait until the day that I can hold my (currently nonexistant) children!  So I dont want to hear about how fast they will grow up!

  • lyricsninja@xanga

    heh, im only 25 and you know, i keep looking at my own life and asking where the time has went. since ive started working in a fulltime job, i feel like a year has passed... the reality - its over 4 years. yikes.

  • gwacemom

    @der_lila_Stern@xanga - I love both of those songs and they are very true. I can't wait until you hold your future children either. I get to go gaga over new babies!!

  • lilwetduckie

    That is funny. I remember the day I gave birth and every moment so very clearly. I just don't remember Sean being so tiny. I can't remember holding a baby. I see women walking around with babies and I think they are so cute (the ones that are cute and happy that is), but just can't imagine the fact that I had something that tiny two years ago. I don't remember having to worry with his head because it was fragile and he couldn't support it. I remember spit up. I remember crawling. I remember the cooing. I just don't remember him being tiny and holding him all the time. Haha. I look at him now and look back on the baby pictures and he has grown so much. I miss having a baby but at the same time I am glad he is growing up and everyone thinks he is the greatest. It means I am doing something right (haha, I just try to shy away whenever he makes that big scene in McDonald's because he wants to play some more).


    I am going to be sad when he starts school, but at the same time I am kind of anxiuos to get back into the real world and grow up a little bit... and get me a job. If anything, that is when I'll miss having a little one. But for now... I am content. I am not a baby person. Haha. I am a toddler person. I love having him at this stage. It is awesome.

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